As I sit here alone in the bed I started thinking about what I had said. When out of the silence, God spoke to me and this is what he said...
"My child, these tears I cry for you. For I am a God of Mercy and I lost a child too. For your child did not suffer and my child died in vein. I am a God that's gracious in so many ways. Yes, I took your child, but not because of anything you've done... I gave you the chance to make me an Angel, the greatest gift a mother can give to her God. The mothers of my Angels are special- that's why I chose you. But I'll let you in on a little secret that will bring a smile to your face..."
"When your child was in Heaven, before I sent him your way, your baby was my special Angel that I promised a perfect mom. So as I sat down and opened the 'Mommy Book' that precious little Angel took just one look and said..."
"God, I want that one to be my mommy"
"I looked up with tears in my eyes and said ' Sorry- no can do. That mommy, she's not for you.'
"Why is that?" the Lil Angel asked.
I replied, "For that mommy, her baby will not survive."
The little Angel looked up at me with tears in his eyes. "But please God! For HER...I would die!"
For I could tell the Angel was so sincere, despite what I had told him, I sent him here...
As a smile crossed my face a tear rolled down my cheek. To know of all the mommies in the whole wide world, that special Angel chose me...
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