It is 2012 !! Yay !!
I said to myself that I would not make "RESOLUTIONS" but I will make promises to myself.
I promise to put ME first !
Which means health, comfort, safety, happiness.. I can't help anyone else until I am completely happy with myself and the way things are going for me. Unfortunately towards the end of 2011 I had some health issues going on that really scared me. If you are a woman, please please please don't be afraid and make sure you keep up with your "WOMAN CHECK-UPS".
I make sure I keep up with mine but this time the doctor wanted to take a closer look at something. I had a biopsy done of my cervix and it tested positive for traces of the HPV virus that she wants to keep an eye on. Hearing that news really made me worried to the point that my hair started to fall out.. I've been very angry for a while about different things. Handling stress and different problems aren't easy for me. But I started talking to GOD about my problems. Now if you aren't religious that's fine but I am.
I started listening to my audio bible more and different things started clearing up for me. Even though God has a lot of work to do on me I feel like I am progressive. I have to start having more faith. I started to believe that God has a plan for everyone. So for the new year my plan for myself is to "GET IT TOGETHER" !
I plan to join the gym and start being more active. I'm too young to feel so sluggish and have so much "EXTRA BAGGAGE". Also I plan to start eating better and fresher ! Hopefully things will start to turn around for me.
I hope everyone has a prosporous new year !
