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Friday, June 7, 2013

I'm suffocating

Couldn't sleep at all last night. I've almost been up for 24 hours. I walked over a mile and I still have no urge to sleep. I feel like I have no control over my emotions. I feel like I have no control over myself. I'm lost!

I hear everything everyone is telling me but then again I don't..... I understand but I can't comprehend. My heart won't let me. I'm stuck. I want to heal so badly. I know it takes time but I'm so afraid that I can't help myself.....